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oh, wow

Tue Nov 7, 2006, 2:53 AM
  • Mood: Astonished
  • Listening to: Wind - Akeboshi
So.

I'm back.

After more than a year of sabbatical, I'm deciding to give dA another run. I won't be as active as I used to be, though. And I'm apologizing in advance and in the past, for not replying for comments.

Let's just see what happens. It's strangely nice to be back, though.

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bleh.

Fri Sep 23, 2005, 9:21 PM
god i'm bored.

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Unequivocal.

Sun Sep 11, 2005, 9:42 AM
I am rid of you, as you are, undoubtedly, rid of me.

Know that you caused me such a great pain, but it is nothing compared to making believe that I deserved such pain, that I was worthless, because of you.

Know that you almost cost me my friendships, bonds that I have forged long before I even met you. Know that I have lost a little bit of faith in the goodness of the world, the goodness of people. Know that I have grown hard of heart. I tell you this not out of spite, but merely a recounting of how these past months have been.

I am rid of you. And I've never been happier or more content in my life.

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ETA: The page had gone through a bit of an overhaul (but no new work, sadly!), just wanted to pimp my new LJ icon journal over at the top. :above: Whee! If you guys have a LiveJournal account, please check it out! :) I mainly focus on fandoms and such, and I also take requests!

Watch this page for more essays. I always think that writing on the journal instead of uploading them can reach more people. Also, thanks for the 2,000+ hits! :heart: I'm just astounded that people would even visit such a cobweb-filled dA as this one. :p

OHMYGOD I've had this page for over a year already!! And I forgot! :sheepish: Oh well. Happy birthday, much-ignored dA page! ^^;

As a gift I promise that this is the last emo post that I will ever taint your journal with. YAY!

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It is not one: It is all.

Sun Jul 31, 2005, 2:53 AM
Economist Blames Aid for Africa Famine

"Prevention doesn't sell that much," said Stefanie Savariaud, spokeswoman for the U.N. World Food Program in Niger's capital, Niamey. "The world has to wait for images of dying children to react. The question is, how to mobilize the international community when it's still preventable?" (italics mine.)

I'm glad that there are still articles like this in a mainstream website such as Yahoo. While I do not begrudge those people who are helping Africa, I'm afraid that the decade upon decade of donations and charities will not help the continent in the long run. At the very least, this reduces the continent's very real problems as a novelty (the article briefly states that the tsunami disaster in Asia "eclipsed" the efforts going on in Africa), at the worst is that this might create a dependency relationship between Africa and its European givers, and dependency can have a seriously crippling effect which may be irreversible if allowed to go on in such a long period of time.

The fact that those who swear to fight poverty are the nations who are considered first world countries. Most of the organizations helping poor nations are based on Western countries. I have yet to see an international organization founded by Africans for Africans, to fight poverty and to fight debt. I have yet to see a commercial with an African man speaking in his own language and exhorting his fellow countrymen to stand up and join in a unified effort to fight their own battle. I have yet to see an international organization portray strong, fit Africans, who are willing to work with them together, and not as recipients of help, or beggars of the almighty dollar.

It then, very logically, begs the question -- who defines poverty in this case? Who defines disempowerment? The vision of starved African children flash in our minds (if not giraffes and lions) at the first mention of the country, and that imagery by itself is very disempowering -- to be seen in such a way by the international community, the same way many Americans think of nipa huts and terrorists when they think of the Philippines. For us to continue seeing such a great country as such is an insult, and a display of ignorance. By trying to appeal to our sense of pity, we undermine the potentials and the realities Africans are facing. By continuing down this path, this path of dole-out (translation: giving away) strategies in an effort to help poor countries, we undermine their strengths. Poor countries--including our own Philippines--become an entity to be taken care of, instead of partners in their own development. This is not the worst thing that can happen--the worst thing that can happen, and I believe is happening, is that poor countries will actually start believing that without the money and the resources being given to them, there is nowhere else to go. Sometimes doing something is not enough. We have to think about what we're doing.

Isn't the mere fact that organizations and campaigns like the One campaign are still struggling with the same problems as they did more than twenty years ago (despite setting goals to defeat poverty at this time) a clear signal that it is time, time to address issues and problems in a different manner?

Perhaps asking an African man or woman their own definition of poverty is a good start.

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ETA: Hey guys, a bit quiet yonder here, and I've noticed that my dA journal has become a socio-political commentary of sorts. ^^; I'm really sorry I can't comment/comment back to everyone, but I really don't have much time in my hands. I will set out to do it as soon as possible, though.

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SKJH;SK.AH O;SIF;SKAHJKASHJK;AS!!!!!!

Wed Jul 13, 2005, 3:10 AM
This whole current political situation in the Philippines is pissing me off.

While I find it shameful that our President to be embroiled in such a scandal, I feel equally ashamed with her opposition. At this point, not even the opposition can claim moral ascendancy. I mean, how dare the cabinet members who resigned claim themselves to be martyrs and heroes? They say that everything that's been going wrong in this country is the President's fault (ie: the economy). So what the hell were they doing in office all this time? Flossing their asses?

I find it shameful that Corazon Aquino to align herself with Aimee Marcos, with Jinggoy Estrada, with Susan "Self-Righteous" Roces. I find it shameful that right or wrong, there is no such thing as true loyalty to anyone, with everyone jumping ships left and right.

I equally hate it when people say to me, "You're from UP/CSWCD. Do something! Fight against this EEEeevil." Fuck you. I refuse to align with one side just because I'm against the other. And you people say you're against extremism. They're both equally corrupted, and have no true interest in the poor people of the country. "For the poor, for the fucking poor," is just a tagline, no one cares about them, especially not the politicans, what with their luxurious lifestyles and grandstanding and "Me me mes." . It doesn't mean they're protesting against the alleged cheating means they're better people, and that they're the better option.

"It's more shameful if we just allow her to stay there." Oh yeah? And who says that installing De Castro as the next president is not as shameful? Or anyone else they're frontlining to usurp the throne? They're all cheaters, exploiters, the whole fuck lot of them.They're all the same two-faced cheaters and whores. No matter what the outcome of this whole stupid thing would be, in the end, all these politicians are the same, and it's not the simple matter of uninstalling President Arroyo will change that.

Until the whole institution of corruption and greed changes, nothing ever will. I do not believe that this motley crew who cry for the removal of the President will change that. CHANGE THE INSTITUTION. At this point, another Edsa revolution is pointless, and equally meaningless.

I mean, what happens if they succeed, and the crowd goes away? You forget about it, right? Until the next scandal comes up and we all troop to the streets again. Not one great grand gesture of inspired patriotism will change the rotten state of our country. We have to be consistent about this, as we can see with this latest series of events.

Doesn't anyone find it disturbing that despite the fact that we all felt like we changed the world when we ousted Erap, and now, just a few years from then, we find out that we're very, very wrong?

It's not just one person. We have to change the institution. Ousting the President is not the answer to our problems.Question everything, even the self-righteous politicians. ESPECIALLY the self-righteous politicians.

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Oh, and for the record, coming from someone who's from a "tibak" college, a lot of UP students are NOT supporting the calls to oust the President. Don't believe the press release. It's just hoo-ha.

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